Weight Watchers!

So I know, I know you are all thinking why is she doing weight watchers!? Well I am just trying to lose a few pounds before I go to Hawaii in April, but it is so hard! I am hungry all the time even though I feel like I eat less than a bird right now! Oh well, everyone says my body will adjust. I just hope it is soon:) Anyways random stuff I know but I need all the support I can get I guess.

Happy Birthday!

So yesterday was my birthday and it was an interesting birthday...I turned 20! And I feel so old because on my birthday I had to work and go to school...Boring!! I miss the days when I actually had time to celebrate turning one year older. But my family will celebrate with me in a few weekends so I will have pictures then I promise:)

Fun Shopping!

Wow what a crazy weekend!...But amid the craziness of taking care of my unlce's father and their dog while they were in Arizona, spending Valentine's day single, and trying to mend some family relationships, I still found time to have a little fun:) Today I went with my friend Beth and her mom and my mom to Park City and shopped until I dropped! It was awesome!! I found the cutest jacket and some other really good deals! I would put a picture on here of the jacket if my camera was working...grr! Anyways it was a really good day today and something I have needed for a long time! thanks bethie!! I'm hoping for the best for tomorrow:)

Losing a Friend

Losing a friend is perhaps one of the hardest things to go through in this life! It is especially hard when you are left with no other option and you have exhausted yourself trying to make things work out. You cry yourself to sleep so many nights and then you wake up one morning and realize that life has to move on. I'm sorry to say I have recently been through this and would appreciate any words of advice anyone can give me. Thank you.

Trust

Trust is a hard thing to earn and an easy thing to lose. Gaining that trust back once it is gone seems nearly impossible. I am a trusting person and I wish to stay that way, but some things in my life have happened lately that have made me doubt that I can do that. Letting someone back in once they have betrayed your trust, or simply ignoring the fact that you know something someone doesn't think you do is so so hard. I want to trust all of my friends and family, but for now I'm just going to trust in the Lord.